It’s almost that time of the year. I see a lot of people talking about Christmas wishes and New Year’s resolutions, but what are they exactly and do we need them?
I don’t remember when was the last time when I wanted to buy something and thought that it will make me happy. Don’t get me wrong I love Christmas, it’s my favourite holiday, but I really don’t find myself attracted to material things so often. Yes, I may want to try / buy something new, but I get easely excited and that feeling actually goes away pretty fast.
And when it comes to New Year well that’s the part that I don’t like. You have the feeling of a fresh start, but actually it’s another regular day.
You make resolutions, you have expectations for better year, but most of the times it sucks even more 😀
I know that this sounds very depressing and I hate that, I am usualy a very positive person, but as every other person I have dreams and vision of how my life should be and I know that for others I probably achieved a lot, but for me (as a perfectionist) it’s just “blah”. 😀
I have always said that I am a self-destructive person, because I am never happy with what I achieve and I always think that I could do better. But I supose that makes me keep going and make progress.
However and dispite everything I said I still have faith and every New Year’s Eve I dream and wish for the best.
What I am trying to say is that after all what really makes one happy is to feel as a completed person, to be absolutely proud of who you are, what you’ve done, to know your goals and how to achive them.
So I guess I end this post wishing you to think about and find the good things of the past year, what you have learned and how your life changed. You may find good and not so good things, but this will actually help you to understand what you want and what you don’t want in the New Year.
And for all of you self-destructive people (including myself 😀 ) I wish you to keep calm and everything will come to it’s place.
– Oh, just stop complaining and get yourself a nice gift ! – said the little Devil in your head. 😀